at this time life is just passing by every day with no meaning. I lost my husband of almost 29 yrs.. I know it will take time for me to heal and time has that way of helping. but right now it just looks like a long way to go; it has only been 3 1/2 months so there is a long way to go. I use to think that there was more than just life on earth, but now i really dont think that way anymore.